Yesterday was probably one of the toughest days of my life. It was good though. I had to say goodbye to my Nana and I didn’t want to leave. I hope to come back again but I don’t know if that’s possible. I got to say what I wanted to her and I know I can still talk to her on the phone but it broke my heart to leave there. Anyway, I am pissed because I didn’t even remember to take a picture with her. But I DID have a really nice visit with her so that’s what matters. I was supposed to go back to work today but am just mentally and physically exhausted. I am just sitting here on the couch watching Roseanne and thinking and reading stuff online and just crying sometimes. I’m so glad I got to go home this weekend. It meant so much.
Anyway, here is a picture of me on the back porch at Nana’s house. That’s her yard. We all had a great time together this weekend and right now I wish I didn’t live in LA.
Also I should say, Nana is okay. She’s weak but in good spirits. Nana is one of the strongest people I’ve ever met and I am one of the luckiest people in the world to not only know her, but to have her as my Nana.
Okay I’m making myself upset and I don’t want to put too much stuff online, it feels disrespectful. I just also want to give her credit and express my love.